Manifestation

When I was a little girl, there was so much pain in my family. I was born in a small village in RTK. My parents are farmers, and they have two children: me and my younger brother. As the firstborn, I was treated like a queen at first, but everything suddenly flipped after my brother was born. I couldn't handle that situation at that age; I became like a stepdaughter who always got blamed for everything. I don't think I should receive less or be disrespected because I'm a girl, and I don't think I should be treated like a servant, like a slave, because I'm the oldest daughter. Nobody cared about my feelings back then-I wasn't even ten years old yet. Can you imagine how much it hurt? At first, I kept praying that something would take my life from this world-I didn't want to be alive. After I moved on from wanting my parents' love, I started to pray for freedom. I wanted to leave home and live my own life; I didn't want to stay home anymore. A few years later, after I grew up, I successfully left home and started living my own life, and they began to regret what they had done to me. But a broken cup can be fixed; the crack can never be removed.

When I became a teenager, I manifested many things without even knowing what manifestation was. I just kept thinking: what if I could live in PP, what if I could be on stage performing my songs, what if I became a beautiful girl who could dress up the way I do today, what if I could afford to buy anything I wanted for myself, and so on. At 15 years old I left home and started living with new people from various backgrounds in high school dormitory & the jurney get started.

A few years later, I got a 100% scholarship to continue my studies in PP city, and my academic record was pretty good. I was never blamed or disrespected, not even by teachers or friends. After finishing a two-year fellowship, I started working at enterprise companies. I also got a chance to become a singer-trainee at the #1 music company in Cambodia (at that time)-I got to work in the recording studio and the dance studio, I joined events, and I started losing weight and became a pretty girl-no one could bully me anymore.

I thought becoming a superstar was my dream, but it actually wasn't. I'm a big fan of freedom; I can't live in a situation where everything is controlled-I would probably suffocate. When I realized it wasn't what I really wanted, I started exploring as much as I could to find my true desire. I always manifest to the universe: I want this career style, I want this type of industry, I want this kind of look, I want this experience-but I never manifest about people. I always get what I manifest, and if you look at my career path, you'll see I've never joined the same industry. I have a lot of potential, and sometimes I seem confused because I have so many favorites. I love this, I love that, and I'm able to do almost everything I want, just not at the very best level.

When I feel confused about myself, I ask the universe to bring me to the place I was born to be, to keep anything that is meant to be mine, and to take away anything that is not, or is no longer, for me. I usually do it at night before I go to bed or when nobody is home, because that's when I can fully control my attention and release my connection to nature's energy-allowing it to form faster, clearer, and stronger. I don't know much about neuroscience, so I'm not sure how it works, but from what I've observed, it changes events-even internal functions or external events that we believe we cannot control-but sometimes I feel like we can. Still, I'm not sure exactly how to do it, because it depends so much on physics and neuroscience; maybe people with very advanced knowledge in those fields know how. Ancient people did it through something we call magic, and if it had never happened, no stories would have been written about how it works.

Every year, I have to reprogram my mindset once or several times, depending on how complicated that year was-to update the values of some variables in my subconscious and keep my results accurate-if it was too much & I cannot fix it, I manifest to the universe or god to fix it for me, and it actually work.

In my mid-20s, I truly became a woman. I manifested about people, opportunities, health, and beauty, and it was such a high-energy year for me that I got almost 80% of what I manifested within that same year. I think it could be because I closed off people's access to my private life and detached from some toxic or fixed-mindset people-so I could keep my energy within me, and it was released stronger than ever. Normally, my manifestations come true within a year, but this year they came true in days, weeks, or months.

This year, I've done many tasks I had never done before, and some I didn't even plan to take on, but I took them because I told myself I'm ready for everything that comes my way. I've also noticed this year that the things I say out loud attract faster than the things I only think about. Recently, I posted a story on my social media: "Sometimes I wanna go out to meet new people and find more opportunities, but there's a little voice inside me that says no, I don't like it." A few weeks later, chances to meet new people kept coming: my friends invited me to church, and I went and met many potential connections; I got on the list for pitching meetings; joined MoU ceremony; meeting with new client; and access special event.
Another one: my old business plan had become outdated in this AI world, and I felt a bit lost. I didn't know what I was working toward because I had lost my way. I tried to figure out what to choose-something stable and scalable-but I couldn't find it. So, finally, I prayed to God and manifested at the same time, allowing them to guide me and bring me useful ideas and information. Again, a few weeks later-I had already forgotten where it all started-I found some useful online courses and programs offered by top international universities, and I selected some free and paid courses from different universities based on their leading sectors. The course I selected gave me significant information I never expected to learn-it fixed my situation. This knowledge helped me rebuild, rewrite, and expand my business plan. The program is very detailed, step by step, from scratch to enterprise level. It doesn't only teach mindset and skills; it also opens the gate to the international market by providing access rights, credit levels, connection levels, sources of capital, and so on. I really appreciate the results of this manifestation-it seems to have let me see a much bigger space.